blaaaaah
guess i must really suck or something, or maybe have an intense personal hygeine problem of which im not aware
of the 30+ people i expected to come to my birthday party (of the 50+ i actually invited), a grand total of *7* came. don't get me wrong, they were a lovely 7 (even though the one of the 7 with whom i am falling in love still does not appreciate it), but still.
basically, i feel i am owed / allowed a big ole whinge, and this is the place.
jesus! only 20% of my friends think i am worth bothering to come to party for. grumblegrumblegrowlgrowl
rest assured, i will change this entry as soon as i sober up and become less bitter
guess i must really suck or something, or maybe have an intense personal hygeine problem of which im not aware
of the 30+ people i expected to come to my birthday party (of the 50+ i actually invited), a grand total of *7* came. don't get me wrong, they were a lovely 7 (even though the one of the 7 with whom i am falling in love still does not appreciate it), but still.
basically, i feel i am owed / allowed a big ole whinge, and this is the place.
jesus! only 20% of my friends think i am worth bothering to come to party for. grumblegrumblegrowlgrowl
rest assured, i will change this entry as soon as i sober up and become less bitter
=x=
hehe, please excuse the whinging, sorry-for-self-feelingness of the above! not my usual kinda thing, i promise! =P
and regardless of the numbers coming along, a good time was had by all, muhahahaaa.