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Ungh. I am getting too old for this shit. I pulled an all nighter to finish a big project for a client. Now I'm freakin' *dead*. I can't do this like I used to... now it just wipes me out.
jenya:
weeee..........a new journal entry!

i can't do lots of things i used to frown
but i can do some things that i didn't used to, so i guess it all comes out in the wash.

(huh?) whatever
jenya:
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY

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Well, I moved my "Current Thoughts on SG" down to "It's OK" in protest! smile

Seriously though, it does suck. It's a shame SG is not more conscious of things like accurate sizing. Apparently, it's a shame they also don't have high enough quality merchandise that it does not shrink. (Although I personally have never purchased any swag, I'm basing this on other's expressed opinions)....
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jenya:
good point smile

and hell yeh.....we can make our own SG shirts if we want to.

when i tell my boyfriend about my photosets on psw and how it makes me feel kinda like an SG girl, he says
"you are an SG girl".........if you feel like one, you don't need that official title and all that goes with it.

i think he is right smile
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I'm so bored.
Repeat 1000X
That's how bored I am.

*sigh*

I hate being stuck in limbo on projects when I'm waiting for other people to get their shit together. The micromanager in me just wants to say, "Fuck it!" and do their jobs. I'd probably do it better anyway...
cathedra:
Actually not the first, but wow thanks for the compliment.

My idol and true inspiration: Cindy Sherman
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Okay, not even Janet Jackson's tit could save that half-time show. I could care less about football, but in the spirit of group fun (well, as fun as it gets with your clothes on) I sucombed to watching the Stupidbowl.

I have to say, the game ended up being the most entertaining part of it! The ads all sucked, and that half-time show... puh-lease... it...
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jenya:
i hate football, i had sex instead smile wink blush
dclxvi:
Fuck football
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Okay, why not... everyone else is doin' it?

- Straight/gay/bi? Straight
- Single? Nope.
- Want to be? Nope
- Your birth date: Before the Dawn of Time
- Your age: Geezer
- Age you act: Old enough to know better.
- Age you wish you were: What's my age again?
- Your height: 5'10
- The color of your eyes: Blue
- Happy with...
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cathedra:
Sure why not..I've got nothing better to do:

- Straight/gay/bi? Straight..and uh experimenting
- Single? Yeah
- Want to be? Uh?
- Your birth date: Aug 7 1978
- Your age: 25
- Age you act: 28
- Age you wish you were: 25
- Your height: 5'8"
- The color of your eyes: Brown
- Happy with them? Sure, they work fine
- The color of your hair: Brown/Blonde
- Happy with it? Some days yes, some days no
- Left/right/ambidextrous? Righty
- Your living arrangement? In my own space
- Your family: Is great and I luv 'em.
- Have any pets? Two Siamese Fighting fish
- What's your job: I sell porn
- Piercings? Yes, lip, and ears
- Tattoos? Nope
- Addictions? Music, Diet Pepsi and laughter
- Do you speak another language? French flawlessly, some Italian and a tiny bit of German
- Have a favorite quote? The enemy of the good is the best
- Do you have a webpage? Yup

DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
- Do you live in the moment? Yes
- Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? Tolerant yes, patient no
- Do you have any secrets? A few, but not many
- Do you hate yourself? No haha
- Do you like your handwriting? Yep
- Do you have any bad habits? Frequent hand washing
- What is the compliment you get most from people? Nice smile
- If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? Welcome to my Head
- What's your biggest fear? Loosing my parents
- Can you sing? Only in my car, alone and with the volume high
- Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? Not really
- Are you a loner? Often I can be
- What are your no. 1 priorities in life? To be happy, oh and rich!
- If you were another person, would you be friends with you? Maybe
- Are you a daredevil? Sometimes
- Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? Not really
- Are you passive or aggressive? Aggressive
- Have you got a journal? Ya
- What is your greatest strength and weakness? strength: open minded weakness: perfectionist
- If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? I'd increase my patience
- There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity. You can only drink out of one... Creativity
- How do you vent? Verbally, at the gym and on canvas
- Do you think you are emotionally strong? Somewhat
- Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? Yes and No
- Do you think life has been good so far? Oh yeah
- What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? Never fry bacon in the nude
- What do you like the most about your body? That I can dance for 14 hours and still want more
- And least? It sometimes has to catch up to what my brain wants it to do
- Do you think you are good looking? So far so good
- Are you confident? Yes!
- What is the fictional character you're most like? Elaine from Seinfeld
- Do people know how you feel? Yea i think so
- Are you perceived wrongly? Not most of the time

DO YOU...
- Smoke? No
- Do drugs? Sometimes
- Read the newspaper? No
- Pray? Nah
- Go to church? No
- Talk to strangers who IM you? Rarely
- Sleep with stuffed animals? Not any more
- Take walks in the rain? No
- Talk to people even though you hate them? Yea I work with 'em
- Drive? Oh yeah
- Like to drive fast? Ummm *blush* yes...

WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER...
- Liked your voice? Yes and no
- Hurt yourself? Uh no
- Been out of the country? Yes
- Eaten something that made other people sick? Yes
- Had sex? Yeaaaah
- Been unfaithful? never
- Been in love? I think so
- Done drugs? Haven't we already covered this? Yes!
- Gone skinny dipping? No
- Had a medical emergency? No
- Had a surgery? No
- Ran away from home? When I was like 4 but it was an accident
- Played strip poker? No
- Gotten beaten up? No
- Beaten someone up? Yes
- Been picked on? Yes
- Been on stage? Yes
- Slept outdoors? Yes
- Thought about suicide? Yes
- Pulled an all-nighter? Yes
- Gone one day without food? Yes
- Talked on the phone all night? Yes
- Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex first? Yes
- Slept all day? Yes
- Made out with a stranger? Yes
- Had sex with a stranger? Yes
- Thought you're going crazy? Yes, often
- Kissed the same sex? Yes
- Been betrayed? Yes
- Broken the law? Yes
- Have you ever killed an animal by accident? Yes a seagull and I was traumatized and shaking
- On purpose? Noooo I don't even kill spiders!
- Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? No
- Stolen anything? Yes
- Been on radio/TV? Yes
- Been in a mosh-pit? Yes!!
- Had a nervous breakdown? No
- Considered religious vocation? Huh? No

CLOTHES and other fashion
- Current shoe brand? Swear
- Cologne/perfume? Apricot by Dans un Jardin
- Wear hats? Only in winter
- Judge other people by their clothing? Hmm I try not to
- Wear make-up? Yes very light
- Favorite place to shop? Ikea
- Favorite article of clothing? Jeans
- Are you trendy? Ugh, I don't know
- Would you rather wear a uniform to school? Yes I always wanted to when I was a kid.

FRIENDS
- Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? Yes
- Who is your best friend? My mom
- Who's the one person that knows most about you? My mom
- What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? Treat other people as you want to be treated
- Thing you're picked on most about? My temper


LOVE
- Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? Noo
- Do you remember your first love? First crush? Yes
- Still love him/her? Not really
- Do you consider love a mistake? No
- What do you find romantic? I know it when I see it
- Turn-on? Music and laughter
- Turn-off? People who kill spiders and talk down to me
- First kiss? Was clumsy and unexpected but sweet
- If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? Flattered
- Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? Yes
- Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? I think so
- What is best about the opposite sex? They are uncomplicated
- What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? Machismo
- Do you read porn? Daily
- Read the articles? Yeah I actually do!
- Just the pics? Lord knows I see enough
- What's the last present someone gave you? A candle..meh
- Are you in love? No
- What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk? Keep walking
- What do you dislike most? Ignorance


WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
- You wanted to kill? Kill no one, strangle at times? Some coworkers
- That you laughed at? Coworkers
- That laughed at you? My mom
- That turned you on? My ex
- You went shopping with? Mom
- That broke your heart? Ex bf
- To disappoint you? No one you know
- To ask you out? My ex
- To make you cry? I don't remember
- To brighten up your day? My friends
- That you thought about? My friend Val
- You talked to on the phone? Mom
- You kissed? Mom (on the cheek)
- You talked to through IM/ICQ? Liam
- You saw? Someone walking on my street
- You lost? Um not sure
- You went head over heels for? My last crush
- You wanted to be? Sophie Dahl
- You told to fuck off? Coworkers, today!
- You trusted? A friend
- You turned down? Can't remember

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
- Smiled? A few seconds ago
- Laughed? same
- Cried? This morning
- Danced? A few seconds ago in my flat
- Were sarcastic? Sooo often!
- Kissed someone? an hour ago
- Talked to an ex? Umm...a while now
- Had a nightmare? Last night
- Talked on the phone? about 30 mins ago
- Listened to the radio? 40 minutes ago in car
- Watched TV? This evening
- Went out? This evening
- Were mean? Today
- Sang? Today in the car
- Saw a movie? Last weekend
- Said "I love you"? 30 minutes ago
- Missed someone? Daily
- Fought with a family member? A few weeks ago
- Had a serious conversation? Today
- Smoked weed? 2 days ago
- Got drunk? 3 weeks ago
jerawyn:
Yay! Groove, you answered and *BONUS* you got Cathedra to answer too~!
Thanks for sharing...i've been trying to get dharmabox to answer it and even offered him a nekkie pic of me (like that's a reward! lol)...should send it to you...smiles~
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I'm contemplating going back to school soon... not enough education, ya know. smile

Today I went to an open house at a school near me. It was so weird. I've been out of college for 10 years (yeah, I'm a geezer) and it was strange to be back in a lecture hall!
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jenya:
if your wife is one of those bastards and you become one of those bastards........does that mean you will have
bastard children? eeek
dclxvi:
It's never too late.....
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*sigh*

My car started overheating yesterday... it's not super old, in very good shape (I baby my baby) but something was definitely wrong.

Took it in today, and the thermostat is gorked. $450 to fix it.

Remember the days when people could work on their own cars? Sometimes I miss those days...

mad
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jenya:
i want to be with a guy who can fix cars.....just cuz......well...he could fix my car...heheheh
jerawyn:
So i had to replace my termostat this weekend too...but on an '88 Camry it wasn't too bad...$14.99 for the part...you're right mostly labor in the costs. Sorry to hear your engine is so complicated.

How's the house hunting??
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She'll be comin' round the mountain when she comes...
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aprilmayhem:
weird. i just dyed my hair today.
dclxvi:
Sometimes you just crack me up - I love a good laugh.

I'm telling everyone about my new tattoo - although you may not like it - it's a spider - BEWARE. I'm just so proud.

You can see a pic of it in my journal.
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Trying to buy a house with no money down... any tips?
dclxvi:
Yes - talk to Jerawyn she's an expert! Tell her I sent you.

Jessica
jerawyn:
haha--i just fell right in--no money down-

you'll still have to pay for your escrow (costs based on your purchase price)...you can split the full sales price into 80% and 20% (yes-two stinking mortgages) but that way, you avoid throwing away your money on PMI (Private mortage insurace) and you can always refi. If you have Military history and are active or honorably discharges-- you can get a VA (up to 105% price). There are loans available with "no verification of income"--i did it that way. E-mail me if you have more questions...it's not as scary as you think to buy a house. Don't be intimidated!

Good luck-=-I'm not a mortgage broker, but I've been an RE appraiser for 10 years...I know stuff. heh.
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I've been workin' on the railroad...
instarsia:
...all the live long day....
alisa:
...i've been working on the railroad just to pass the time away... biggrin


re: Hoooray!!! Finally!!! Congrats!!!
What a nice holiday treat...


thank you so much. i know i couldn't have asked for a better present myself. i was so shocked when i found out that it was my day and that i had really gone up. everyone's comments so far have been super great and yours is no exception.

thank you again and i hope that you have the best of new years. kiss

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Okay, Christmas is over, and I'm more than a bit relieved. I was pretty down this year because my dad was being a pain about visiting him (my parents are divorced) and we had to also visit my wife's parents, who are also divorced. That meant a *lot* of driving. Plus seeing my wife's jackass brother, who is a reactionary conservative twit.

But everyone turned...
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dclxvi:
Holidays suck - aren't you glad it's 2004?
jerawyn:
That's a GREAT and Wonderful idea...what a big heart you must have. TP or babywipes are good too...
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This week sucks. I hate this stupid holiday. puke
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dclxvi:
You have NO idea how much I hate this god forsaken holiday.
tetsua:
Christmas makes me literally ill... I'm with you.