grimreaper86

So finally we get the first snow of the year here in Indy, and I love it. Winter and fall are my favorite seasons. I love the cold, and I love the snow. However, there is something I don't love and no I haven't been diagnosed with it. However I wonder if I should look into it. Even though I have no more reason to be depressed then I did before I feel unbelievably lonely and sad for some reason. The day it snows it always seems to start up. I have no idea why. I love snow and winter in general, and yes I've been happy although lonely of late, but I can't say I've actually been depressed. Today it just seems over-whelming almost though. So I wonder if maybe I have the seasonal depression stuff. It's not uncommon this time of year, but usually I don't feel nearly as bad because I have girlfriend or something so I can't feel lonely when I'm not. I'll just normally feel a bit down for no reason but it's easier to shrug off. Now I'm alone in an apartment alone. So it's different then usual. Fuck it though. I'm going to grab a beer and do some fucking homework. W/e time for some fuckin music.