Hello all 
its been a week hasnt it? well Im kinda in a melloncollie mood. As some know my girlfriend and i decided to take a notch down on our relationship and make it and open relation ship.. Well about 2 or so weeks ago i decided that just wasn't helping our relationship... and i broke it all off we are still friends and still hanging out. but that about it......
Last Saturday i met this really awsome girl at Rocky Horror... Well i have no way of contacting her and the only person i know that could is.... her ex-boyfriend... AHHHHH lol he is a cool guy and all but i dont think i could ask him to help me.. kinda odd. Now i dont really want to date anyone right now but well going on a date or two could really help my self asteam. Kinda cause i know when ever i have been single i have had problems meeting girls... I right now just want to um kinda play the field meet new girls have fun basicly and if i meet some one cool then great awsome!.. I dont know im kinda in a mood right now where im not happy but im not sad.. Well thats about it.
{edit} I wanted to add something here since i went out tonightI was in a melodic mood and in a very cuddly mood. But i decided to go out. I went to Dante's tonight, I had never been there before and i had a great time.. Highlights .... Fire dancers rock my socks and girls that do it make me all tingly inside.. So key note if your a girl that fire dances and you like chubby punk guys drop me a line LOL 2nd highlight was getting to see Mia dance i liked her before but WOW 
amazingly good stuff *sighs* so i ended the night just wanting to make out with someone WIERD? maybe but i had a great time. I just wish i would of had the balls to go talk to Mia atleast introduce myself... well good night
its been a week hasnt it? well Im kinda in a melloncollie mood. As some know my girlfriend and i decided to take a notch down on our relationship and make it and open relation ship.. Well about 2 or so weeks ago i decided that just wasn't helping our relationship... and i broke it all off we are still friends and still hanging out. but that about it......
Last Saturday i met this really awsome girl at Rocky Horror... Well i have no way of contacting her and the only person i know that could is.... her ex-boyfriend... AHHHHH lol he is a cool guy and all but i dont think i could ask him to help me.. kinda odd. Now i dont really want to date anyone right now but well going on a date or two could really help my self asteam. Kinda cause i know when ever i have been single i have had problems meeting girls... I right now just want to um kinda play the field meet new girls have fun basicly and if i meet some one cool then great awsome!.. I dont know im kinda in a mood right now where im not happy but im not sad.. Well thats about it.
{edit} I wanted to add something here since i went out tonight
I was in a melodic mood and in a very cuddly mood. But i decided to go out. I went to Dante's tonight, I had never been there before and i had a great time.. Highlights .... Fire dancers rock my socks and girls that do it make me all tingly inside.. So key note if your a girl that fire dances and you like chubby punk guys drop me a line LOL 2nd highlight was getting to see Mia dance i liked her before but WOW amazingly good stuff *sighs* so i ended the night just wanting to make out with someone WIERD? maybe but i had a great time. I just wish i would of had the balls to go talk to Mia atleast introduce myself... well good night