grimms17

First things first...this journal has gotten me into a lot of shit...and that makes me laugh I don't care if people read this and think I'm talking shit about them, it's my life. If you know the address to this and reading it...expect the truth. Brutal, honest, truth.

Now that I've gotten that shit outta the way....

I've come to a point in my life where I think I need to move past the "relationships" I've been having. I can't meet many more girls via online and expect it to work out. I liked April, but me and her wouldn't work. And as for the other one...ya, enough said. I think I can still make friends, but I'm just failing in the relationships developed online scene...I'm thinking that either A) I'm going to study hard the rest of the semester (it's like a month people) and just not even think about girls (hah..) or B) Ask out one of the many girls I've been attempting to flirt with at school (Trisha, Sarah, Shannon, Anna..) Damn...I have a one track mind. Stupid virginity
And as for that...I've come to realize that many girls find me charming because I'm a virgin. I'm starting to wonder if I should just lose it for the sake of not having girls expect charm from me But seriously now...I don't want to give it up because I like that girls find that attractive, even if I'm no longer sure I'd be ready to give it up, even to the 'right' girl.

I should be folding my laundry...playing video games...and writing a damn philosophy paper. I hope you all understand where I'm coming from at least. Peace.