grimloche

so i went up to va tech from thursday-saturday. fun stuff. got wasted. watched two of my friends vomit on each other. ridiculous time. got like no sleep too.

i hate being back home now though. i was so tired but now i'm somewhat depressed and can't sleep. i don't know if the lack of sleep can cause that. usually i can pinpoint the reason for my depression but, not this time for some reason. it's just a coincidence that it's on valentine's day. it's not like this day is any different from every other day. ugh.

although i just realized this is also the anniversary of when i started going out with my first girlfriend/love. i did just start talking to her again this last week and we're hitting it off like we used to. that could probably have something to do with it. ugh. it sucks because she's great. on the other hand, she completely destroyed me. i was a wreck after that.

idk though. i mean, im thinking about it right now and it's not actually depressing me. i don't think that's it. ugh. whatever, i guess i'll go read the subtle knife or something. hopefully i actually get tired.