grimloche

well this was an odd valentine's day. i did some of the usual stuff i do every day. saw taken in the theatre. was pretty good. lots of liam neeson bad ass stuff. went to eat at one of the usual places with friends. but there is where it changed.

i saw one of the most beautiful girls ive ever seen there. we made eye contact and it seemed so perfect. but me being such a nerd and terrible with girls, i didn't do anything. i didn't walk up to her or anything. when i was leaving we both looked at each other again as she was watching me leave. i'm such a douche for not doing anything. i got home and it was bothering me so much that i actually drove back to the restaurant in hopes that she would still be there and i could talk to her.

alas, it was too late. i lost her. who knows if i'll ever see her again. i searched all over myspace trying to figure out who she is. no one seems to know her. so i learned a lesson to make sure i say something or it will eat away at me. i guess it's just that ive never walked up to a strange girl to get a number or whatever. it's very daunting. especially when she is so pretty. ugh. well... maybe i'll see her again one day.