grimjack

Today's lyrical goodness comes from Therapy? - Screamager from the album Troublegum...

With a face like this
I won't break any hearts
And thinking like that
I won't make any friends
Screw that, forget about that
I don't wanna hear about anything like that

I've got nothing to do 'cept
Hang around and get screwed up on you

Your beauty makes me feel alone
I look inside but no ones home
Screw that, forget about that
I don't wanna hear about anything like that

I've got nothing to do 'cept
Hang around and get screwed up on you

--Allrighty then. Kind of shows my current mood. Pissy, self-loathing, etc. Valentines Day idiocy still is on my mind. My crappy ex- decided to send me some snail mail right before last weekend. Goddamn sucked, sitting around trying to read it. Apparently I'm still to blame for our 5 year relationship ending. She's also blaming her lack of a relationship with 'God' for her drunken escapades. Pretty fucked up, if you ask me. I tried to get her to chill out with the drinking (she was one of those REALLY bad drunks that would scream, yell, hit, etc.). It ruined many a fun night, having to deal with it. It was still always my fault, unfortunatley.

Hell, I know I'm a goddamn pain in the ass most of the time, but at least I tried to deal with my own personal faults, faillings and problems without blaming them on other things, people, and high-beings. I don't know...I guess I shouldnt get too caught up in the idiocy and instead just try to get through this as best as possible. Me feels a whiskey weekend coming on...time to hit Saint Jacks...