grfstrider

Something is wrong with me. I find it so hard to let things go. To move on. It has been close to six years since everything happened at Wendy's. I can't let Megan go. I spend most of my time at home or at work and I don't have anyone to hang with. I try to talk to people on-line and I make people mad or I scare them away. I find my self looking for girls that look or remind me of megan. I also find it hard just to carry on with everything. I spend alot of time in bed now. I just don't want to go on. I had everything I ever wanted at one time. It wasn't much. All I wanted was friends and a girl to love. I had that and in just a couple of months I had lost everything. I could care less about money or a good job. All that really matters and has any importance is the friends you have and the people you love. Take It from someone who has lost almost everything. I would do all most anything if I could go back in time and undo what has happened but all I can do is carry on with life and pray for a better day.