megans b-day is coming up. For some reason this time of year always upsets me. I miss her greatly even now that I am tring to get someone in my life I find it so hard not to think about her. I admit that I screwed up our friendship. It is all my fault. Its been five years sinc the fight we had and it still hurts like it happened yesterday. I will try once again to wish her a happy b-day. Maybe this time she will forgive me however unlikly.god i just really want to see her and talk with her once again.
