greybush

Well, I'll be damned.

No really, I will.

So I've decided to start a new career, a new chapter in my life, and wouldn't you know it: no one around me can find it in them to be supportive.
You know what I say to that? Fuck em.

I've worked jobs Ive hated for far too long. I walked out on my job of almost...
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Useless post to no one # 786

Ah ha, here we go.

I don't even know where to start anymore. I feel like everytime I open my mouth, I either piss off whoever I'm talking to or just seriously bum them out.
It stinks.
And the worst part is that I don't mean to do it or anything, really, it just happens no matter how...
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So I guess its been awhlie, huh?
It always seems to take me forever in between these things, and I can't exactly figure out why.
Hmmm.
I guess I usually just assume that no one is actually reading this.

So now my question should be why I still bother?

All I'm succeeding in doing is confusing myself here.
ha.

Anyways, now I'm just rambling...
Everything...
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You know, I always thought that sooner or later, life would just run out of surprises for me.

Maybe I'm just getting mental in my old age.
yeah, thats gotta be it.

Life sure has a funny way of workin out sometimes, doesn't it?

Or how you think you need things until their gone, and you realize that you truly don't?

It sure is a wild ride sometimes, I'm just trying to hold on.
Sure ain't easy somedays..

fuck.....

Why does it have to be inevitable that I hate my job?
And it's not even in a cute way or some typical bullshit "Dilbert" way, I think I just might want to burn the place down.

Now before anyone gets crazy and sends me an email telling me I shouldn't say things like that, of course I won't do it, I'm just truly &...
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Who knew Boston could be that much fun?

I just got back home from being in Worcester for the New England metal & hardcore festival this past weekend, and let me say I had a helluva time.

I can't wait to go back again next year!

Now, is it just me, or was Bjork completely perfect on SNL this week?
Yeah, I thought so.

.....and if given wings, our sins; so numerous as they are, would take to the sky and blot out the sun like so many locusts.......

I'm not sure were that came from.
I had some nightmares last night, and woke up with that rolling around in my head.

Actually, just before I opened my eyes, it felt like someone was whispering that to me.