greybush

Useless post to no one # 786

Ah ha, here we go.

I don't even know where to start anymore. I feel like everytime I open my mouth, I either piss off whoever I'm talking to or just seriously bum them out.
It stinks.
And the worst part is that I don't mean to do it or anything, really, it just happens no matter how concious I am of it.

Ugh. The worst part is that I know that the problem lays totally on my end, but I don't have the slightest idea as to how I'm going to change it. I've notice too that my blogging activity (when there is any tospeak of) is pretty much the same way.

I'm such a joy to be around!
ha.

Sometimes I wonder how the hell anyone even puts up with me....