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Tuesday Sep 28, 2010

Sep 28, 2010
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Hope lies eternally.

For the first time in ages I found someone that I like and somehow found the courage to tell her. True to form she doesn't fancy me! frown It's been two years since my marriage ended and this was the first time I thought I'd go out on a limb and do what seems to come so easily to everyone else. She was absolutely lovely about it but I can't help feeling as embarrassed as a naive teenager. Given the result I think I'll give it all a miss and just accept that I am just not anyone's type. I should have known better than to expect any other result and believe that I had any chance at all.

On the upside, I seem to only fancy someone once every 9 years so that's me done until 2019smile.

Back to the books where I feel safe I think!!!!
llewella:
Oh no! Don't take attraction that way. Two of the best people in the world can be put together and it wouldn't work. Because connection is connection, and despite what we are fed via years of being brought up on stereotypes, whether people connect in that way or not is not checklist oriented. Don't let consumerist society make you believe otherwise! These fucking dating shows and bullshit make you think you can just put certain ingrediants into a pot and the soup tastes great. RUBBISH I SAY! Keep heart darl, you are an intelligent, empathetic talented man and if you radiate this essence others will think so too. xxx
Sep 28, 2010
greyback:
Thanks for your kind words Llew. I just can't catch a break it seems. I'm one of these freaky people who can't get attracted to someone instantly, I have to get to know them and like them before I can entertain a deeper relationship with them. Problem is I'm obviously more emotionally invested by the time I get to that stage and the seemingly inevitable rejection is all the harder. Statistically some people must have the looks and/or personality to result in being alone, starting to think I may be one of them.

How are you doing? How's the writing coming along?

D
Oct 1, 2010

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