grey

i hear that i'm kind of negative.
well, tonight i went and had a fun time a different place where my adorable ex-boyfriend and his friends that i consider mine performed. then i went home and watched law and order. and i'm not sure how uplifting watching a man that i left four years ago look cute and then retiring to beers and tv is but i liked it. so hoorary for me and my uplifting entry.
i'm lacking certian things. the whole requited love thing and the whole solid ego thing would be nice but do i really need them? i have a lot. so i'm glad that i'm not on "cops" (watching it now nothing else on after law and order) and i'm glad that i have a place to sleep and (fairly cute) clothes to wear and a cousin that would make beyonce's me myself and i jealous as shit.