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snow makes everything outside of me quiet and everything inside of me loud and i don't think that it's possible to say anything about snow without sounding like you're trying to say something that means something except for "this snow fucking sucks" which is what i usually say about snow. all i mean is that i didn't mind my walk to school so much today and the store is dead and because of that and memories of last year that won't leave, my head is loud. i'm not sure that i really mind but i can say that i like the outside better. this is not calm sad or loud anger it's loud something-like-sad so i think i'll smoke a cigarette outside.