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it's going to rain tomorrow. i've been in the house all day today since my employee asked me if she could take my shift and i'm a sucker for a day off at the last minute. i left twice--once to walk a block and a half to get relish and cheese and deviled eggs for a hot dog (the deviled eggs went beSIDE the hot dog) and once to move my car and find my backpack, check my homework, it's too dark too early now and it confuses and upsets me maybe i should wake up before one? no.
it's a rainy day tomorrow anyway, school at 9:30 and errands, work at two. i'm too old for this. i just want to masturbate and dream of solutions that will be carried out by whoever i delegate the responsibility to. so close.
i don't even know why i'm watching the weather, or the news.