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Friday Aug 02, 2002

Aug 2, 2002
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This waiting is a bitch. Patience young grasshopper. I want to be there, I want to get started. Bloody hell.

In other news, everyone keeps telling me that your early and mid-twenties are one of the biggest periods of change and self-development you'll ever experience, and I have to say I agree. It's like I've got little tendrils of my old self that are stil hanging on a bit tenaciously, but I'm daily exposing new and exciting layers of myself to the world. Fucking hell, I'm not even the same person now that I was a month ago, and three months ago? Faggedaboutit! This shit is one hell of a rush. And I really don't care how conceited it may sound, but I really like who I'm becoming. For the first time in my life I feel like I'm, myself! My real self. Leaving those masks on the roadside is liberating as hell.

That's enough of that noise.

yup.

Dry The Rain

This is the definition of my life
Lying in bed in the sunlight
Choking on the vitamin tablet
The doctor gave in the hope of saving me
In the hope of saving me

Walked in the corner of the room
A junk yard fool with eyes of gloom
I asked him time again
Take me in and dry the rain
Take me in and dry the rain
Take me in and dry the rain
Take me in and dry the rain the rain
The rain the rain the rain now

Dusty brown boots in the corner
By the ironing board
Spray on dust is the greatest thing
Sure is the greatest thing
Since the last since the last

Walked in the corner of the room
A junk yard fool with eyes of gloom
I asked him time again
Take me in and dry the rain
Take me in and dry the rain
Take me in and dry the rain
Take me in and dry the rain the rain
The rain the rain the rain now

I asked him time again
Take me in and dry the rain
Take me in and dry the rain
Take me in and dry the rain
Take me in and dry the rain
The rain the rain the rain now

If there's something inside that you wanna say
Say it out loud it'll be okay
I will be your light
I will be your light
I will be your light
I will be your light

I Need Love
I Need Love
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
alpha:
Im glad to hear their atre good changes occuring in yourself. without beginning. without end. a movement, and a rest.
Aug 3, 2002
inkedgirl:
I swear I feel the same way. I was thinking about all that kind of stuff this weekend and it occurred to me that I REALLY love me right now. I'm a wonderful friend, I'm responsible, and loyal. We'll always have our flaws and I have plenty, but I think I'm headed down the right path.
Aug 5, 2002

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