I really really cant handle my brain anymore .I stress so much ,I cant stop thinking about shit Im scared of ,I could turn into one of thoose people whos afraid to leave the fucking house if I didnt try to ignore my fears and paranoia.
Geeze ! Really do normal people walk around and think to themselfs .Im going to die someday and be dead oh fuck thats kinda scarey .Why do I have to think about it ,shit I dont know im stoned and stupid and shouldnt be saying this stuff out loud ( or typing it )