greggster

today i got the news i least wanted to hear. as much as i tried, in the back of my mind i always thought we would end up back together. The truth hurts more than anything. I was prolly better off just living in a dream world.

today i am at a loss....

sorry, i had a bipolar moment i guess.

i feel as if my days are numbered, i feel i have accomplished everything i think i can in this lifetime. There was a time where raising a lil girl was my new lives ambition but i think i made have missed my window...perhaps i should just bow out while i still feel like im on top of things..ps..this isnt a suicide not so dont...
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After 7 months of making some amazing memories Spacey and I split up tonight. I love her, i will miss her but i am thankful and feel lucky for the time i was able to call her mine. You are an amazing girl Spacey.

I dont know what else to say so i will play the song that is running thru my head....

"Boulevard Of...
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Things i miss...

Taking my bike out for a ride all thru town.
Making lunch for my Mother.
Dancing without a care in the world
Being cuddled up with her in my arms as i drifted off to sleep.
Having a job was proud of and that actually afforded me a decent living.
Making music
Our nightly looking at lolcats.

But most of all..i miss...
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Currently in philly, Had a great time last night. I am a lil sore from sleeping on the floor and i feel like i might be catching a cold whch sucks but other than that i am good.

I really miss my girlfriend. I could really use her cuddles right now.

Ever feel like there is a huge storm in your life headed your way and you are powerless to stop it?
That is how i feel right now. All i know is i miss her and i wish i could see into the future.