greggster

today will be a better day. it has to be

Today feels a lot like this....So my soundtrack for today will be the Suicide Machines - I Hate Everything


My systems down
Got an overload of hate
Got a bad attitude
With no intent to change
I've had my fill
I put my cards on the table
Won't take it back
'Cause today I hate everything

I hate it all, I hate my friends
I...
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Oh i paid my phone bill finally ...but while it was off ...i lost all my phone contacts...i hope to god they come back

as of 3:03 pm..my phone is back to normal!!! woo...so glad i dont have to track down all those numbers!

I need to stop being such an asshole....its getting way out of hand.
So starting today I am going do work on doing just that.

So....

What would you like to know about me?

Ok so my phone is now shut off until i can pay the bill which hopefully will be next thursday. So if you have been texting me and i havent replied..that is why...sorry about that.

Work is going well...getting quite a few shifts. Not many hours mind you ..but quite a few shifts.
Hopefully by next thursday i will have a working phone AND some...
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If this all sounds like me babbling im sorry....

I cant seem to shake this funk i am in. It has really started to grip me over the last couple of days.

I start work next week so that should be good. I hope i actually get some decent hours, as i could really use the money.

So PA so far has been a nice...
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Ok so time for an update i suppose.

The big news of course is I am no longer unemployed!!!!! Now mind you, it is not my ideal employment situation. I am working in a grocery store in the ...hehe "fresh fish" dept. It is however a pay check and i will feel like much less of a bum now. I am pretty sure i start...
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Things I really miss

A Pay Check
Peedoo coming to meet me at the door
My afternoon nap with Peedoo
Cooking her Chicken for dinner
Karaoke
My Mom
Lazy Sundays with Tues
Not feelin like i am always just spending the night somewhere
Her Smell
Dressing up and going to Walmart just because
The people at my last job
Hugs
Rolling over in the middle...
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*Update*

OK so while there is still no luck on the job hunt....
And my phone will still be shut off on the 5th...

Thanks to some dear friends here at SG, my account will not be going grey anytime soon.

Thank you both so much

I love you guys.


ps. I still dream of her