greenlemon15

im so sick and tired of being depressed. it affects my work, my love life, my everything,

if i feel anything at all its sadness besides that im completely numb

i am on meds, i am seeing people, but i still have these fucking terrible days where i can barely function

i hate that there is no cure and ill probably never get over this

a big reason why is ive had 6 concussions and they have really done a number on me

the depression worsens, all the post concussion shit, my vision got worse, oh and im pretty sure all these things are making me a little insane....not that i was all there to begin with

i hate that I have multiple sides to me and that i cant control them well

i feel like multiple people trapped in one persons body and it eats me up

idk who is real sometimes and who is just a voice in my head, though i guess ill never truly be alone

these are things i cant really tell people i know in person so i guess im caving and typing it all here cause well as said as it sounds you all, and i know almost none of you, seem more supportive and accepting of people with problem

someone please turn off all the voices/personalities and just hit the happy button