greenlemon15

This is driving me completely nuts. I am head over heals in love with my best friends and I don't think she even knows. I am actually talking to her right now and all I want to do is scream I love you, complete and unconditionally.

See part of the issue is she is also in love with someone else. We met awhile back through friends and she has changed my life forever.

She is not your typical girl. She has some problems, some issues, some family stuff, who doesn't. A lot of these things scary people and turn them off, but I think she is even more amazing because of them. She deals with so much and still gets through everyday. She may not always do things the right way but she does it her way and that is good enough for me.

We did spend one night together and hung out several times but things never went where I wanted them too. I nearly lost my best friend over her.

She once told me we can't be together and by pushing me away she may be pushing away the only person who really gets her and those words have been echoing in my head ever since. I don't care if she has problems. I love her...but she has no idea and I don't see it happening.