greenkat

So I thought my account would be up in Jan, but I checked and it is active til March, so greenkat lives on! I have decided that my fav group on here is the girl group, there is always new topics and a range on women offerring support and advice.
have a situation on my mind that i dont know where to discuss it so I figured i would do it here. last year i met this guy that i was crazy about. he is so beautiful and we had a good two monthes of hanging out with some making out in there (btw-he is married, but not no longer w. his wife) but last feb he was going to work things out w. his wife so he ended it- (i think i wrote a letter saying i had to end it around the same time)
anyway, cry, cry, we were no longer involved....and he never wound up back w. wife...
i met my future husband shortly thereafter and did not see him for awhile, we started hanging out again with my fiancee this summer. good times. me and two great, caring guys...went on like this til now.
he has a woman now. she's great , too. sweet, friendly, etc. but for some reason I am jealous!!! Hate it , i have no reason to be, but i am. the intimate friendship we shared is kinda being dispersed now. I am happy for him b/c she seems so cool, a potential gal pal for me but...who knows? I feel so immature...just had to get this off my mind.