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Anyone else into this guy Buckethead?

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Ok, cue in Incubus song "...and in this moment I am happy..happy!"

For over a year now, maybe even two years, I've wanted to give my shot at doing some art. Maybe all of it but at least some of this was inspired by the people on this website. Although only one of you remain on my list from over six months ago, I just...
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So good to be back. The rich libido once said "use me as you wish, but I'll always have the same effect on you" I feel tired now.

I wish I could go to the beach right now and just look at the stars.

It's so fucking hard having to keep your passion about someone a secret from them. Yet I always share my emotions with people I first meet right away and it never ends up going anywhere, so maybe this is a good start. It's been about three weeks now. I know she's changed a lot and there's no telling if I'd like who she is 'in...
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If only I could tell her how I really feel and how I felt. Its not simple and it must be handled carefully. Somedays, it feels as though I'm carrying a bomb and I don't have the confidence to keep holding on. I keep pushing myself towards an edge that I'm not so familiar with. I don't know the limits and I don't know the...
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Her choice of song, Coldplay. Her choice of pictures, family. Her face hasn't changed though throughout all these years. I simply gaze and wonder: is this the motivation I've been waiting for all along?

It feels so good to be 'revived'. I don't know where this 'I'm in love' feeling will end up,or how long it will last, but wherever it does, it just feels really good right now. I just hope I can ride this wave into something more positive for my health cause it deserves it. I've really given my body the cold shoulder for so long...
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You've no idea how badly I want to see her! Yet I still welcome in this rush of love feelings that I've wanted to feel now for years. I feel like I'm on a plain and the wind is blowing strong right in my face, and I stand against it with a huge grin on my face and my arms spread wide open. Life doesn't...
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I look at how other people my age are faring so far in this journey and realize I am so way behind. It really makes me even more depressed because I have yet to go through many of the tests that us humans usually go through and while I'm not broken yet, I continually push the limit. Next up on the horizon is a therapy...
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