greekdevils

thank god for this blog. I'm starting to add a bunch of high school people on facebook and because I have all these family members, I have to be extremely careful of what I say. A lot of these people were in the same situation and did the same things I did, so I have no issue with telling someone I'm a compulsive gambler and have had multiple suicide attempts. I find the more I talk about it, the more comfortable I am with myself and learn a thing or two in how to interact with people the right way...god, I'm so happy right now with that aspect of my life. I've been able to talk to people without unleashing all of my weaknesses..this is new for me lol

Hey, not sure if I'll post a NYE blog, so check this out...my first NYE party in south jersey, my friend whom I met at work at the time told me to hold money at 11:59pm..a five, ten, twenty, I've even held a hundred dollar bill..doesn't matter...I've done this every NYE and while I havne't won the lottery or anything, financially, things have found a way to work themselves out. This past year, I didn't do it for whatever reason, and well...I'm bankrupt and etc etc etc....just a suggestion if you remember this..lol