ugh...I have sleep problems (it's 3am here), my hiatal hernia is acting up again and I felt suicidal the other day. I was able to go to the gym last wednesday, and went again tonight...I've never felt depressed after a workout, the problem is getting my ass up to do it. The owner has a couple of daughters, who are pretty cute, and I make some small talk with them, but I'm so unaware of how the whole 'dating' scene works here that the notion of me falling in love doesn't come to mind all that often. I dunno, I'm cautionsly optimistic at the moment. 