greekdevils

I sit here utterly alone facing temptation to overdraw my account and bounce some payments all for the thrill seeking of getting more money. I'm highly frustrated for putting all this effort into myself and not seeing any payback whatsoever. I'm ready to give up because it simply doesn't make any sense to go and put your money in a machine in hopes of getting more back yet I want to do it sooooooooooooooooooooooo badly right now. I hate everyone and everything right now and see no point in our existence other than to reproduce.