I heard something on NPR today that has me very frightened. The possibility of the US going to war or bombing certain weapons sites in Iran. I cannot understand why we cannot have any decent diplomatic relationship with that country. You know, many times throughout the day, I contemplate on moving to Greece, but immediatly realize the employment situation there and decide against it. This news has really put me on a different level about moving there. Fuel for my car cost me like a thousand dollars per year. Just so I can make money, I have to give that much to do it. Thats total bullshit. So if the price per gallon goes to lets say $5, that's fucking huge! I really don't give a fuck whether democrat or republican in this case cause I don't see either of them improving our ties with Iran. I mean we all know that just a fucking 'rumor' can cause an increase. Doesn't matter I guess, I've gotten myself into so much debt.
I recently started communicating again with my ex roomate and his wife (who I absoltely love to death and feel bad for excommuniacting with her). They were married a couple years ago and she was pregnant and due sometime last month. Well, i found out yesterday that something happened and the baby died or wasn't born..not sure. Just brings back the god question for me. Usually when I hear stories of children being abused, misscarriages, or rape, I feel like screaming out to people "If there is a god, then we are one big dick, and he's constantly jerking us around and spewing on us" but I usually refrain from such comments out of fear. I don't feel like that often because I don't allow myself to have things explained to me by god. I love, I hate, I fear, and I respect. Things like rape are illogical to me, especially when its the female who's been raped. I know I'm going to sound really corny here, but the logic has taught me that a woman is the giver of life. She makes you and me possible. Why would someone force her to do something like that?
Anywho, so, here's my latest musical crush:
her videos are pretty good, but have nothing to do with the song. But the actual song itself is fucking intense. Despina Vandi
I recently started communicating again with my ex roomate and his wife (who I absoltely love to death and feel bad for excommuniacting with her). They were married a couple years ago and she was pregnant and due sometime last month. Well, i found out yesterday that something happened and the baby died or wasn't born..not sure. Just brings back the god question for me. Usually when I hear stories of children being abused, misscarriages, or rape, I feel like screaming out to people "If there is a god, then we are one big dick, and he's constantly jerking us around and spewing on us" but I usually refrain from such comments out of fear. I don't feel like that often because I don't allow myself to have things explained to me by god. I love, I hate, I fear, and I respect. Things like rape are illogical to me, especially when its the female who's been raped. I know I'm going to sound really corny here, but the logic has taught me that a woman is the giver of life. She makes you and me possible. Why would someone force her to do something like that?
Anywho, so, here's my latest musical crush:
her videos are pretty good, but have nothing to do with the song. But the actual song itself is fucking intense. Despina Vandi
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connielingus:
No, to poulo, Dimo writes it to me all the time. He uses it in a silly way to say something to the effect of "that's fucked up". Guess it's just a joke on his part.
riz:
Oh and its' only going to get better, I promise, it's only going to get better. I've got 20 days more left to experiment!! 
