greasymick2000

well. i survived jamaica. best 7 days of my life so far. told myself when i got back that i was going to look at life totally differently, well that only lasted about a week. so here i am, stuck once again. but this time its not about work or getting the '56 on the road ( well that has alot to do with it) but its about a girl, maybe even THE girl. she works at a local big time book store that will remain nameless ( those of you in lancaster, there is only 2, and its not barnes and nobles). but i've had my eye on her for awhile and i think she knows. i was there today, all day. yes all day. my only plan was to talk to her, which i havent done yet besides giving her my order. but when i finally got the balls to say something. nothing, i couldnt even muster up a hello. i left feeling guilt and anger towards myself. maybe i'm just too much of a weenie, but i was really pissed that i didnt do anything. i think (hope) she is there tomorrow cuz i'll be damned if i let this fall through. i think she is just damn right beautiful. i hope i can sleep now that i got this off my chest. well, update tomorrow! oh yea, Highway Hi-fi @ Grinders in E-town tomorrow night.