grayscale

I have had a tendency lately to be in a depressed mood. I'm not sure if its the weather or the loneliness of being single. I know that two of the factors are the fact that I miss my girls a lot lately. There are times I feel I should just uproot and move back to Florida so I can be at least within driving distance of them, but doing so would put me right back in all the drama of the ex-wife and that is something that I finally feel I have escaped after almost 3 years.

Maybe another factor is the fact that I feel that I give too much of myself out to everyone. I'm always there to be a shoulder or a therapist or just someone to give a nice warm hug to people when they need it. Lately though, I don't feel the return. So am I putting too much of myself out there with little return? Probably. Should I change that? I don't think so. Changing that would be changing who I am, and lets face it...who I am is pretty awesome.

In other health news, my foot is almost fully rehabbed. For those that didn't know, I injured my foot back doing the Spartan Race in June. At some point, I did something that made the bones in my feet all compress towards my ankle. I was getting very little mobility out of it and was having severe pain when I would stand longer then an hour or walk for more then 30 minutes. So with that getting better, I have decided to run the Color Me Rad race in Montreal on Oct 7th. Should be a good time.

Also, I decided to challenge myself on the drinking front. Go all of September without a single drop of alcohol. So far, I am staying strong. I still go to all my haunts and see my friends. Still hang out at bars with them, but I end up just drinking a 7up/Sprite or water. I can say my wallet loves me for this and I'm sure in some small part, my liver too.

Well, that's all I have for now folks. Lucha out.