Blah this is my first blah post....
I am sick of being alone and depressed.
I wonder when my life is gonna give back to me all the loving and caring I put out there.
I am very moody these days and I cant put my finger on why really but I am sure it has alot to do with always working hard, stressing, not getting anywhere and being without a real partner in my life.
All I ever see is so many others being so happy and doing well and I am sorry but it pisses me off.
And then I depress myself for feeling that way, cuz that really isnt the type of person I am.
I would love to find out why I am broken so I can fix it.
Blah!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am sick of being alone and depressed.
I wonder when my life is gonna give back to me all the loving and caring I put out there.
I am very moody these days and I cant put my finger on why really but I am sure it has alot to do with always working hard, stressing, not getting anywhere and being without a real partner in my life.
All I ever see is so many others being so happy and doing well and I am sorry but it pisses me off.
And then I depress myself for feeling that way, cuz that really isnt the type of person I am.
I would love to find out why I am broken so I can fix it.
Blah!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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alkey:
Hope you feel better 
lonelyhearted:
Wow, I was reading the post and thought I had written it. Im in the same boat and I feel your pain. Every night before I go to bed and just promise myself that I will stick it out for one more day. It hurts all the time and it really sucks but hopefully one day it will get better. i wish you luck, hope you weathered the storm well, I know it was pretty nasty down in that area. We got it pretty good here in tally also, rained for two days straight all the rivers are flooding and the lakes have all overflowed into houses. Anyways hang in there, one day things will get better.