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FALLACY

I was fine...
until...
*lump now forming in throat makes swallowing most difficult*
....now all of a sudden I feel sick with
hope...
and worry...
and frustration...
and anger...
and want...
and sadness.
My heart is racing.
What will happen?
Probably nothing.
Probably.
Most likely.
Yeah.
Most likely nothing at all.
Probably better that way.
Most likely.
Which is not what I would want to happen...
but for the best.
Yeah.
*clears throat trying to get rid of the lump*
trying...