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Stream of Consciousness...

I'm sore.
My abs hurt.
So do my arms.
I'm exhausted.
I haven't slept in days.
Exercise winds me up so I can't sleep.
Despite my lack of sleep, I haven't been too cranky.
I've been in a great mood...
Actually, after going to the gym I kinda feel like I do during a manic upswing...
hmmm...
I finally slept today.
I had a strange dream.
It was definitely a dream I didn't want to have.
Not a nightmare, but it made me anxious.
I wonder what driving a car backwards signifies?
I woke up just before I was about to find out something important from someone in my recent past.
Now I am wondering: "What could he possibly want/say/do?"
I thought I took care of this.
Out of sight.
Out of mind.
But not in the dream world I guess...
I'm wearing it.
I hope it helps with my dreams tonight.
Really.
Truly.


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EDITED TO SAY:
My 4 yo son's favorite song is "Enter Sandman" by Metallica
*wipes away tear* I'm so fucking proud!