graycen

I went out on a date last night and I got kissed. I felt bad how it went down because I held back and just wasn't "into" it. It didn't feel right. It wasn't the same. You see...The last person I kissed was my exbf...and....well... I know I can't live the rest of my life having kissed no one else but him. I know that isn't a healthy or logical thing to do, but I didn't expect to be so sad and melancholy about my date's kiss. *sigh* Now all I can think about is how much I miss kissing my ex. When we were touching, kissing, holding and loving it was...well... perfect!
I'm sad now.
Happy fucking Sunday!
Gray