graycen

Today is a mixed day for me. I'm not sure why, but it is. I tried to pick up a few things at Hannaford, but couldn't do it. I went to" Wallyworld" instead. I HATE "Wallyworld", but for me right now it is safer.
Last night I got to hang out with Phrased We went out to eat at Flatbreads and then saw "Walk the Line" at the Nick in Portland. If felt good to back amongst the living if only for a little while. *smiling* He is wonderful company and I really enjoyed our evening out together.
On the way home I got a phone call from my friend Shane. It was wonderful to hear his voice (even though I just spoke with him the night before.) As hard as I try, I can't help but mention my ex-bf at least once (maybe more) during our conversations. I have to remember that my ex-bf doesn't wish to be a part of my life and so things that we said or did doesn't really matter anymore ( well at least not to anyone but myself). Maybe I talk about him because I miss him? Or... maybe I am trying to purge him from my mind? Anyway, It looks like I may be headed to Toronto at the beginning of the New Year, I've never been to Toronto, but I can't wait to be safely tucked away in "the bubble" again.