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Sunday Nov 20, 2005

Nov 20, 2005
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Life lessons

The fat lady sings.

i have a hippopotamus bracelet around my wrist that says "Wisdom"

Calmness still prevails.

instead of crawling into the cave to lick my wounds, i choose to be strong and continue on as usual

i learned alot this weekend about character and what it means to have it ( and all about those who don't). I also learned that love can come only AFTER a relationship has been tested and is at it's very lowest. If you can succeed then you know the person is there for the long haul. The biggest thing I learned out of all this is to go with your gut instinct. It is usually right ( for me 99%)

i still love ( and always will) but I'm not stupid enough to continue to put myself in an unhealthy situation.

i have no appetite whatsoever. drinking llubder by the case because i need the energy, but I need sleep more. can't wait to let the dreams take me off to a place where knights really ARE chivalrous. Take me to a time where honor and a person's oath, pledge, comittment (pick one!) hold true.

maybe young grasshopper san is wiser then she knows...

so mote it be.
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baysponge:
Well m'love

I sit here this morning after readyin your last two entries feeling both your pain from a loss and surprisingly strong hope - I am so glad that you survived this weekend with all that transpired and that by the end of it. you are looking forward ...

I hope that your dreams did come last night and that you saw that a knights still exist somewhere that you can find as I do believe thathonor and comittment are present in the hearts and lives of many of us.

Smile for me to today - and please know that youor friends do care for you greatly

hugs on a Monday morning
Nov 20, 2005
gone72:
Glad you held on. It makes me feel better when things work out for others, means there might be a chance for a sap like me. smile
Nov 21, 2005

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