Thankful
1) I am thankful for friends. I may not have alot of them, but the ones I have are definitely keepers!
I spoke with my friend Shane today for nearly an hour. He is a writer and a poet. He is an observer by nature and has alot of "people insight". In a way we are similar creatures. We both are the type that...
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1) I am thankful for friends. I may not have alot of them, but the ones I have are definitely keepers!
I spoke with my friend Shane today for nearly an hour. He is a writer and a poet. He is an observer by nature and has alot of "people insight". In a way we are similar creatures. We both are the type that...
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The TRUTH according to Graycen:
sings: *Rain, Rain! Come and stay! At least for another day...*
When I left work this morning I couldn't help but stop and tip my face up to meet the onslaught of raindrops. I let myself get pretty wet before I popped into my car. Nothin' like a good rain for the cleansing of the soul.
During the night I...
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sings: *Rain, Rain! Come and stay! At least for another day...*
When I left work this morning I couldn't help but stop and tip my face up to meet the onslaught of raindrops. I let myself get pretty wet before I popped into my car. Nothin' like a good rain for the cleansing of the soul.
During the night I...
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clarkekid:
Hey... what ever it takes, right?
Just push through all this and make sure you have a Happy Thanksgiving.
Just push through all this and make sure you have a Happy Thanksgiving.
baysponge:
Greetings m'love ...
... and TAG YOUR IT ... (I warned you)
I am trying to start a new game here where people post a list of things they are thankful for this year - mine are in my latest journal entry ...
I hope yo enjoy readying mine - that you will share your list w/ all of here - and that you will then tag a few of your friends ... I wonder how far this will go?
anyway, have a great Thanksgiving - don't eat too much - don't shop too much on Friday
hugs
... and TAG YOUR IT ... (I warned you)
I am trying to start a new game here where people post a list of things they are thankful for this year - mine are in my latest journal entry ...
I hope yo enjoy readying mine - that you will share your list w/ all of here - and that you will then tag a few of your friends ... I wonder how far this will go?
anyway, have a great Thanksgiving - don't eat too much - don't shop too much on Friday
hugs
Never underestimate the power of a can of tomato soup!
Today is an entirely different day then yesterday. *Duh* Well THAT was a stupid thing to say. Of COURSE it is! What I guess I mean is that I'm not feeling all strong and wise like I did yesterday.
My day started off odd. The pants I threw on this morning had a pouch of...
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Today is an entirely different day then yesterday. *Duh* Well THAT was a stupid thing to say. Of COURSE it is! What I guess I mean is that I'm not feeling all strong and wise like I did yesterday.
My day started off odd. The pants I threw on this morning had a pouch of...
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baysponge:
I just stopped by to check what may have happened on-line before I head for the train - this is important since there is a news report that all of the trains are running late ...
I think that I may have been drawn here by the sense of your continuing pain that is so present in your multiple journal entries over the past couple of days ...
I don't know if tomorrow will be better worse or about as crappy as today ... I know that tomorrow will be here ... and I hope that will be a good thing or me ...
I will offer you my end of the work day HUG in the hopes it makes you smile and laugh for at least an instant - I mean what else can a lame computer-geek turned the lowest form of life on the planet offer you via this website ???
I do know that when tomorrow comes, I will be back here, God willing, and a Tuesday HUG will be awaiting you as well m'lady
I hope you look forward to coming here to receive it ...
I think that I may have been drawn here by the sense of your continuing pain that is so present in your multiple journal entries over the past couple of days ...
I don't know if tomorrow will be better worse or about as crappy as today ... I know that tomorrow will be here ... and I hope that will be a good thing or me ...
I will offer you my end of the work day HUG in the hopes it makes you smile and laugh for at least an instant - I mean what else can a lame computer-geek turned the lowest form of life on the planet offer you via this website ???
I do know that when tomorrow comes, I will be back here, God willing, and a Tuesday HUG will be awaiting you as well m'lady
I hope you look forward to coming here to receive it ...
baysponge:
here is today's ...
HH HH UU UU GGGGG
HH HH UU UU G
HHHHH UU UU G
HH HH UU UU G GG
HH HH UU UU G G
HH HH UUUUU GGGGG
ok, so I am lame ...
Hugs to m'lady
HH HH UU UU GGGGG
HH HH UU UU G
HHHHH UU UU G
HH HH UU UU G GG
HH HH UU UU G G
HH HH UUUUU GGGGG
ok, so I am lame ...
Hugs to m'lady
Life lessons
The fat lady sings.
i have a hippopotamus bracelet around my wrist that says "Wisdom"
Calmness still prevails.
instead of crawling into the cave to lick my wounds, i choose to be strong and continue on as usual
i learned alot this weekend about character and what it means to have it ( and all about those who don't). I also learned that...
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The fat lady sings.
i have a hippopotamus bracelet around my wrist that says "Wisdom"
Calmness still prevails.
instead of crawling into the cave to lick my wounds, i choose to be strong and continue on as usual
i learned alot this weekend about character and what it means to have it ( and all about those who don't). I also learned that...
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baysponge:
Well m'love
I sit here this morning after readyin your last two entries feeling both your pain from a loss and surprisingly strong hope - I am so glad that you survived this weekend with all that transpired and that by the end of it. you are looking forward ...
I hope that your dreams did come last night and that you saw that a knights still exist somewhere that you can find as I do believe thathonor and comittment are present in the hearts and lives of many of us.
Smile for me to today - and please know that youor friends do care for you greatly
hugs on a Monday morning
I sit here this morning after readyin your last two entries feeling both your pain from a loss and surprisingly strong hope - I am so glad that you survived this weekend with all that transpired and that by the end of it. you are looking forward ...
I hope that your dreams did come last night and that you saw that a knights still exist somewhere that you can find as I do believe thathonor and comittment are present in the hearts and lives of many of us.
Smile for me to today - and please know that youor friends do care for you greatly
hugs on a Monday morning
gone72:
Glad you held on. It makes me feel better when things work out for others, means there might be a chance for a sap like me.
What a difference a day makes....
I don't know what to say here.
....stares at *blink* blink* blink* of the cursor for nearly an hour.... ( which isn't too difficult to do. Did you know that women who are on the pill blink faster then women who aren't? It's true. Ask Men's Health Magazine.)
*deep breath*
So....
I spent the better half of my day...
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I don't know what to say here.
....stares at *blink* blink* blink* of the cursor for nearly an hour.... ( which isn't too difficult to do. Did you know that women who are on the pill blink faster then women who aren't? It's true. Ask Men's Health Magazine.)
*deep breath*
So....
I spent the better half of my day...
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gone72:
Good for you. Hang on to it, because if you lose it you end up like me, who is floating through life in a numbness that isn't drug induced.
Yes. I am bi-polar and have been without medication for about 2 months now. I get especially bad around the full moon and when I am having my period... both which happen to coincide with each other A LOT! When I have my manic upswings I feel like supergirl! I feel indestructable and sexy and happy and wonderful. ( I wish I could bottle that...
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gone72:
I'm sorry to hear you are going through this. I don't have these swings myself but I do know two people that are very close to me that suffer from the same thing. One is one of my best friends and he copes by drinking and snorting coke, which unsurprisingly doesn't help. The other is my ex and she decided to up and move to Vancouver because she realised that no matter what she was not going to be happy in the relationship.
My only advice is try and keep the relationship and the depression seperate. Love won't fix the depression, but that doesn't mean you can't have a great relationship, I think you just have to be able to realise that the depression is a result of being bi-polar and not necessairly the relationship and you should be fine. But I realise that it's probably harder than it sounds. I hope you can make it work though, you deserve to be happy, with a great guy.
If you need anything I'll do whatever I can for you, and if you find this little post annoying you can slap me for it.
Take care
My only advice is try and keep the relationship and the depression seperate. Love won't fix the depression, but that doesn't mean you can't have a great relationship, I think you just have to be able to realise that the depression is a result of being bi-polar and not necessairly the relationship and you should be fine. But I realise that it's probably harder than it sounds. I hope you can make it work though, you deserve to be happy, with a great guy.
If you need anything I'll do whatever I can for you, and if you find this little post annoying you can slap me for it.
Take care
cecilia:
I felt the same way during my worst depression, and I wouldnt even let my bf visit me until I was finally admitted to the psych hospital.
I hope you make it through this, and remember to notice when the is shining, sweetie!
I hope you make it through this, and remember to notice when the is shining, sweetie!
Why must my insecurities get in the way of a good thing? Not that my insecurities are unfounded 'cause I have every reason to feel this way...I just can't get over it as quickly as I had hoped. Looks like i will end up wrecking everything....
Of course being on a manic downslope doesn't help right now. I'm cycling more then ever lately. *sad face*...
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Of course being on a manic downslope doesn't help right now. I'm cycling more then ever lately. *sad face*...
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baysponge:
Insecurities are real and legitimate ...
The issue for me is how I react to them ... I know it is usually a head vs. heart/gut thing - I try to understand what I am fearful of (as suggested above - it is usually does involve risking being hurt and/or disappointed) ...
I have been taught over the past couple of years (after a lpt of years of screwing things up) that talking & sharing the feelings and thoughts w/ people who care and are supportive & non-judgmental helps me determine what the emotions are - where they are coming from and if the insecurities are coming from me or from someone/somewhere else ... from this distinction, I can usually put things into proper perspective
I know all of this sounds easier than it is - I still struggle w/ it all - but when I do and calm down - I have a path to follow which usually ends up eventually in a good place ...
remember - you get what you pay for & this is just my 2 cents (and is not worth more) ... I hope it helps m'lady - and I'll listen if you need someone
hugs
The issue for me is how I react to them ... I know it is usually a head vs. heart/gut thing - I try to understand what I am fearful of (as suggested above - it is usually does involve risking being hurt and/or disappointed) ...
I have been taught over the past couple of years (after a lpt of years of screwing things up) that talking & sharing the feelings and thoughts w/ people who care and are supportive & non-judgmental helps me determine what the emotions are - where they are coming from and if the insecurities are coming from me or from someone/somewhere else ... from this distinction, I can usually put things into proper perspective
I know all of this sounds easier than it is - I still struggle w/ it all - but when I do and calm down - I have a path to follow which usually ends up eventually in a good place ...
remember - you get what you pay for & this is just my 2 cents (and is not worth more) ... I hope it helps m'lady - and I'll listen if you need someone
hugs
nish1:
Why are you insecure ?
Im sure that if anything gets wrecked its not you that will wreck anything.
Im sure that if anything gets wrecked its not you that will wreck anything.
Why is it that I blather on for paragraphs when nothing is going on in my life and yet when wonderful things are happening I'm at a loss of words? *sigh* and *shakes head in wonderment*
So... what have I been up to?
Oct 28th I had my long awaited day long tattoo session @ Sanctuary Tattoo in Portland. I ended up getting a Nautical...
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So... what have I been up to?
Oct 28th I had my long awaited day long tattoo session @ Sanctuary Tattoo in Portland. I ended up getting a Nautical...
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baysponge:
I went w/ my two boys to see Chicken Little last weekend - I actually also went w/ my mom so she could have some fun time w/ hem ...
they liked it - I thought it was cute ... they have been repeating parts all week - "IT"S SOOOOOO REALISTIC" ... "CLOSURE" ... how often I hear lines is usually a strong indication of how well they liked it ...
I have a birthday party weekend for my younger son over the next few days - the invasion of the hords of family starts tomorrow ... joy joy ...
I hope your weekend is better
hugs m'lady
they liked it - I thought it was cute ... they have been repeating parts all week - "IT"S SOOOOOO REALISTIC" ... "CLOSURE" ... how often I hear lines is usually a strong indication of how well they liked it ...
I have a birthday party weekend for my younger son over the next few days - the invasion of the hords of family starts tomorrow ... joy joy ...
I hope your weekend is better
hugs m'lady
shimmer:
hope u and the man are doing well...glad u r so happy lately. hope to get together again soon.
Wow. it's been almost another 10 days since i last wrote here. it's not that i haven't wanted to...'cause i have! (believe it or not, i've missed you all, damnit!) i guess i've just been extra busy lately.
So...this weekend i took the plunge and moved in with my boyfriend. it's not what i initially planned to do and i have some mixed feelings about...
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So...this weekend i took the plunge and moved in with my boyfriend. it's not what i initially planned to do and i have some mixed feelings about...
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rephrased:
Yeah. 
Indeed.
But anyway, how are things going with you? How's living together working out?
Indeed.
But anyway, how are things going with you? How's living together working out?
renegadefuzz:
oh wow.. I hide from SG for a while, and suddenly everyone's life changes.. how did this work out for you? Tell me details, I'm curious!!!! I'm also insanely jealous.. but that will pass.
cause.. umm.. I wanted you to move in with me!!! not fair.
cause.. umm.. I wanted you to move in with me!!! not fair.
The stupid shit I do...
Burning the roof of your mouth while eating pizza is NOT fun! In fact it is quite painful! Needless to say I haven't eaten anything solid since then 'cause it hurts so fucking bad.
Burning the roof of your mouth while eating pizza is NOT fun! In fact it is quite painful! Needless to say I haven't eaten anything solid since then 'cause it hurts so fucking bad.
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shimmer:
hey girl...gotta find a time where we can do a set for u...how bout the w/e of the nh renn faire? hehe
ohhh...btw i've decided that i prob won't camp out there...it's not that far from my place. if you (and the boy) want to, you're welcome to crash at my place that night.
ohhh...btw i've decided that i prob won't camp out there...it's not that far from my place. if you (and the boy) want to, you're welcome to crash at my place that night.
nish1:
Burning your mouth is never fun
I can remember a friend of mine eating a chilli pizza and crying because it was so hot.
I asked him whats the point of eating food that hurts and he responded in a week voice 'because it tastes so lovely'
silly bugger.....
I can remember a friend of mine eating a chilli pizza and crying because it was so hot.
I asked him whats the point of eating food that hurts and he responded in a week voice 'because it tastes so lovely'
silly bugger.....
Please forgive me. It's been 11 days since my last confession...
Things are simply mah-velous here! Surprise! Surprise! When I logged on to the SG site today, I discovered that one of my favorite "friends" has finally come out of limbo and is now a full-fledged Suicide Girl! Go check out Cecilia's new photoset. YUM! It's delicious! On the homefront, I've been super-dee-duper, happy-...
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Things are simply mah-velous here! Surprise! Surprise! When I logged on to the SG site today, I discovered that one of my favorite "friends" has finally come out of limbo and is now a full-fledged Suicide Girl! Go check out Cecilia's new photoset. YUM! It's delicious! On the homefront, I've been super-dee-duper, happy-...
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nish1:
I forgive you
Cecilias photoset is rather gorgeous
Yay for the power of WUV
You're looking pretty and listening to TOOL
Cecilias photoset is rather gorgeous
Yay for the power of WUV
You're looking pretty and listening to TOOL
shimmer:
so chica...am i ever gonna get to meet your dreamboy? glad to hear you're so happy! you deserve it!
cecilia's set is pretty hot, i agree.
we need to get together again soon. prob won't be til the renn faire tho. still planning on going?
cecilia's set is pretty hot, i agree.
we need to get together again soon. prob won't be til the renn faire tho. still planning on going?
CURRENTLY
LISTENING TO: "VoooDoo" by Godsmack WEARING: Jeans & a kelly green T-shirt, bare feet, "geek girl glasses", hair in a messy bun. THINKING ABOUT: This cute boy I'm currently dating*blush* FEELING: happy, happy, happy!
What are y'all doing?
LISTENING TO: "VoooDoo" by Godsmack WEARING: Jeans & a kelly green T-shirt, bare feet, "geek girl glasses", hair in a messy bun. THINKING ABOUT: This cute boy I'm currently dating*blush* FEELING: happy, happy, happy!
What are y'all doing?
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rephrased:
So who's this cute boy?!?!?
I *heart* geek girl glasses.
What am I doing?
Wearing: flannel pants. That's it.
Listening to: "Eternal Combustion" by Empire State
Doing: talking on IM and kicking ass at online scrabble.
Thinking about: girls, sleep
Feeling: horny, tired
I *heart* geek girl glasses.
What am I doing?
Wearing: flannel pants. That's it.
Listening to: "Eternal Combustion" by Empire State
Doing: talking on IM and kicking ass at online scrabble.
Thinking about: girls, sleep
Feeling: horny, tired
lilbrokendolly:
CURRENTLY
LISTENING TO: A bluegrass station -- good shit!
WEARING: A low cut black tank top, cozy pajama pants with cats on them, bare feet (of course), hair in a tight high ponytail, Bettie bangs
THINKING ABOUT: How happy I am you're feeling good!
FEELING: A lil achy, a lil tired, but pretty good, overall.
LISTENING TO: A bluegrass station -- good shit!
WEARING: A low cut black tank top, cozy pajama pants with cats on them, bare feet (of course), hair in a tight high ponytail, Bettie bangs
THINKING ABOUT: How happy I am you're feeling good!
FEELING: A lil achy, a lil tired, but pretty good, overall.
later on today, I am off to invade my sister-in-law's place ... are you invading somewhere or are you being invaded?
so what are you doing on this snowy (by PA standards) Turkey day ?...
have a good one m'lady
hugs
Good friends
Great Kids
Caring family
3 wonderful things to have