grayce

Honesty is a huge thing .. I never quite got it for a long time, but its so relieving to just be open and honest with people.. took a few stumbles to figure it out, and its still scary as hell at times when you don't think your opinion will go over well -- but its much better in the end..

Too bad more people don't realize that.

sorry, i stopped reading after andes mints.


mmmmmmmmmmmmm..............mintalicious..........uuuuughghghghhhgghhg

wow, the rumors are true, you are VERY cute & adorable! good luck with yr test!!!

heeheehee.....you're canadian.

are you aboot to go ootside, you hoser?

What kind of misic are they?

are u going to the southgate house SGB show on wednesday? i'd love to finally get to meet you!

Being the anal mother-fucker I am, I want to see one of you're guy's books before I purchase one

You need new friends. We're going to miss you at the SGB shows Come hang out witrh us soon, m'kay?

Ok! Ok! I ordered one.

.....geeze... twist my arm

Yawf and I can always find something fun to do in this city. If you ever have a free Saturday or Friday night, give me a call or shoot me an e-mail and I'll let you know what's going on

....And don't forget Nala. *sigh*...I miss her

i would analyze that but it seems way to easy so instead i will relate to you a recurring dream of mine that is only vaguely related because if you haven't noticed it is all about me. i say this without pride or shame because it is a simple and undeniable fact. the only real proof we have of the universe is what we percieve through our senses. as reality only exists when i am conscious to percieve it, it naturally follows that it only exists as i imagine it. but i digress, here without any philosophical proofs is my dream.

the fish in my aquariums all start to swim to the surfaces of their respective aquariums and then swim out. not swim in the watery sense, but swim in the flying sense. they swim about the house and buzz circles about me investigating the parts of the house that have denied them. for some reason this doesn't strike me as odd and i go about my business puttering about the house doing whatever it is a do amidst a swarm of curious little fishes.

now if your bored you can analyze that, but again it might be just a bit too simple. i personally have chosen to ignore any deeper meaning and just appreciate for its sheer entertainment value. that is when i'm sleeping, as it is a reoccuring dream.

silly friends need to make more with the smiley Grayce.
je ne veux pas travailler.

I always liked German better then French because the spelling is easier. Everything in German is spelled exactly as it's said. However, German grammer is fucked

it seems like the more mistakes i make in life, the easier it is for me to forgive other people for theirs. im definitely a happier person since ive quit staying mad at people when they screw me. for me, at some point i began to realize that staying mad was pointless and a waste of energy. im a better person now, i think.

I think when you forgive someone that you are basically sacrificing yourself. You have to let yourself open again to the possibility that you'll get hurt by those same people. Now, I don't know how to teach anyone to forgive because I have a hard time doing that myself. I usually go through a phaze where I'll be really pissed off and hurt to where I become indifferent. This does depend on what was done to me. If it's something small then I can usually let it go, but if I feel like I'm being treated like shit then that's a whole other thing. I think your point at the end is very true. That's probably the best way to go about forgiveness.

*whistles* Damn that's a hot car! I'm not fond of white... but Christ woman: just drive up to any young hot stud in that thing and say "GET IN BITCH!"... you'll get laid like a Spanish whore

I'm sorry your friends are being immature asses. You're just a little further ahead in your social development dear. Someday they'll regret the way they treated they're friends and feel regret....

Sounds like you had fun in Mickey land, despite the family drama. I want to see photos

Later

That car is pretty hot .. I remember the first time I saw an ad for one in San Francisco .. I had to go find out about them right away. And they say advertising has no effect on people....

fun stuff to read?
our journals?



hehe

you look so sad!

edited to add poop!

[Edited on Jun 18, 2004 11:57PM]