grayce

...oh kids... its morning... i love you all. its early, im hung over.. and now i remember why i quit drinking and started smokin the P.
yeah. so i still feel dumb for calling him... im still upset and annoyed but now im sober and can think everything through. and yes i think most of you are prolly right.....
we'll see what happens now i guess. everything is always so much more complicated than i can put in here...its dumb.

i should be going to class right now... im going dont worry. its time for me to shut out everything and get lost in school again. i wish it was something i liked but its not so i have to make due.
the kids were out all night again last night...i love them. now they are all so exhausted they just crashed out without even playing anymore...i hope they ate their food...some nights i keep them in their cage so they do nothing but eat.. hehe

ok...i need to get my crap for school together..and i need to go to class too...im such a slacker.

so for christmas can someone send me a huge stuffed animal or body pillow that i can cuddle with? i need someone to hold me.