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me getting ready for bed after my friend ditched me for the evening... two of em went out to celibrate a b day... fine! i didnt wanna go to the strip club anyway!!!

humph. so i guess i should do something productive like maybe start my art project for school hua? or do statistics homework for tomorrow morning? no.. instead im going to get stoned and watch tv then wake up early and do homework while my brain is still mushy.

i need to shave my legs... and other stuff.. since i have no one to feel me up i have no reason to keep up with the grand ritual of hair removal on a regular basis. some day when im rich im going to get lazer removal so i dont have to deal with this anymore...thats the only non piercing or tattooing body aubmentation id like to do.....i just dont see a point in most of that other stuff..

so ive put on my winter 5 pounds... im trying to beef it up to 10 pounds so i can be 135ish.. and have a nice winter flub on my legs... all my fat goes to my ass and my legs.. i grow a fuckin shelf. i wish it went to my boobies...they get cold in winter.

um... i had strange dreams again last night. this time they were about a friends friend... something about a road trip to toledo/cleveland area to a theme park? we stayed in a hotel and everyone was doing the guy that my friend was doin... but me of course.. in my dream he awas holding me in his lap after i just got out of the shower and just snuggling me...he asked me if i wanted to have "casual meaningless sex"... yes he actually used that phrase in my dream. it was very vivid and clear...and i just looked at him and said nope i know i cant have meaningless sex. no matter how much i want too, i just cant.
strange......

i snagged a copy of the new hot water music from work to burn... ive never heard them before.. the cd's okay.. it'll take a while for all the new stuff i just burnt on here to grow on me. im still in love with the new jimmy eat world.. (i always want to abreviate that to JEW but im afraid someone will get mad hehe) i love the cd.

at work we got our ACME hoodies!!!! the boy hoodies have the ac/dc logo cept its acme with a lightning bolt.. its fuckin spiffy. the girls hoodies have a lotus on the back with flames coming out of it and says acme in cursive... their so cute.. i got a pink girly one, a white pullover, and a black boys hoodie.. so snuggily.... now i have my winter wardrobe... and i can show love for the shop...

so i started my genetics studying early this exam! its this coming friday....so i have a week to read the two chapters, understand them, and know them. i think ill do much better this time... cause i like what were studying right now.. its point mutations, insertions, deletions, basic mutation stuff, decoding the mRna and being able to read the triplet code for the amino acids.. its really basic stuff once youve learned it once before but theres all these fun enzymes that i have to memorize this time... and i have to be able to tell if a specific mutation will cause a frame shift or not (mostly i... i something type of mutations do that.. shit wheres my vocab?!)... crap.. well i like it anyway so it shouldnt be too hard to learn. but i still havnt gotten even 1/2 way through the chapter yet ... each chapter is like 30 pages..

if i havnt mentioned this in my journal yet, i dont care what my grades are this quarter.. im taking 22 credit hours and all i care about is passing all of the courses.. i dont give a shit if some are C\s or D's... D is not an F so ill pass.. i have 2 more quarters of this garbage then i get that dumb peice of paper that says I had good credit befoer the student loans capped it out and that im able to be put through 5 years of strenuious mental work while being sleep deprived and poor. whoot!

on an SG appreciation note... have you stopped to tell your fav sg's how wonderful they are? if you havnt please doo... because everyone needs some love people.
my SG fantasy: Apnea and Katie... with me.. oh lord. i had a dream about this once... i didnt really do anything in the dream because i was just too shocked to even move but god they were hot. sweet mother. PLEASE SG GODDESSES HAVE A KATIE SET FOR HALLOWEEN!!!! shes so hot when shes being scary ::oh!:: and theres also nothing that Apnea does where shes not drop dead beautiful... i really have never seen a woman so versital and stunning in whatever she does..
and while were on the topic of beautiful women.. benni? sweet lord.. she just keeps coming out with hot sets... id like to see a benni xmas set... shes beautiful in reds.. .id also like her to tie me up in xmas ribbon and leave under her tree...... oh i just got a rockin idea for an xmas set..i have to shush now.

ummmm ok.. so its almost 11ish...well in 30 minutes.. i guess its offical ive been dicked over again. jeff you fuckin rock! but hey, i didnt really want to hang out with your stank ass anyway!