grayce

rar.. i'm at work. we just ate ralleys... it was icky and the people there were dumb.

so today's random comments will begin with... my pants are too tight around my waste.. maybe my tummy is bloated cause of the nasty food...

still havn't checked to see how i did on my physics exam. i'm scared to check.. can you tell?
on french i got a c- cause i'm fuckin metal like that and i SUCK! im going to redo the test and correct it so i get some more points.

i had tons of coffee yesterday morning and then took some dayquil.. it made me feel funny. i was wired and cracked out.. i went shopping. i got a coat for 45 bucks, pants, jeans, a sweet lil zip up long sleve..its tight...literally. i got a pair of coards im wearing right now..their dirty brown, and a green sweater. i also did laundry yesterday. i love laundry

i went to penn station with jeff and we ate lunch it was good. ..he made me feel bad for having sex with jeremiah and going down on him cause in 3 years i wouldnt go down on him (jeff) cause i was scared and didnt know how...but its okay for him to go fuck little sluts who hes known for two days.. such a double standard. its not like i feel wonderful and happy about it.. i dont like that i did that.. i dont like that he dosent call me back anymore or that i scared him off or whatever...its not like i'm proud of that and jeff went and made me feel all bad about it and yelled at me then wondered why i didnt eat and why i was crying.. bastard. somedays i think about stuff like that and wonder what the fuck i was thinking. im stupid. why did i tell jeff that in the first place? ...hell, why did i have sex with jeremiah anyway? i feel like i gave part of myself away and thats a big deal to me.. and he didnt even care.

my head hurts...

i got up this morning and the kids were all being crazy. i put my head on the cage and the fuzzies gathered around and pulled at my hair and sleeves..there cute. i heart them. much better than people.

ummmmmmmmmmmmm. i finished my last two lab reports that i was procrastinating on...
i also came up with my art project idea for my fine arts class...its gonna be good.. 4-6 different hearts all differently colored or messed up.. they are going to be anatomically shaped....i hope they turn out okay.

i also got two new plants yesterday......ones more bamboo and ones a money tree...there both pretty large.

ok. im going to do something productive with my time. ..maybe.

BAHAHAHHAHAHHAHH AHHAHHAH AHAHAHHAHHAH ::deep breath:: BAHAHHHHHHHH....everyone look at
THIS!