grayce

dumdiedum........dont know what i want to be for halloween. no idea...
i thought bout being love in vain from a poem.. i'd have my heart torn out and it hanging from my chest...dont know yet.
maybe a thug....i thought that would be fun.. then i can run around and drink 40's all night...

im exhausted. todays a poopie day. my hands feel like their on fire.. my heart hurts. its cold in here...and mrs T has the fcukin tv on too loud again. i swear some days i want to punch that woman.
im angry...and frustrated with the world.. i dont feel like doing my homework.. i dont feel like writing my papers i get no recgonition for besides my lowley b.... average grades.. fuck that.
i dont wanna go sit at work and listen to people ask to have their chins pierced.. we dont pierce your fucking chin dumb ass.

i want to stay in my bed with my electric blanket turned on high and sweat myself into hallucinations of how life should be.. where people are nice to eachother...not because they want something just because thats how it is..

maybe ill go as a vampire again.... bleh..