grayce

i'm pretty sure i scared off that guy i like... i'm a little annoyed.. mostly because i cant ever seem to find someone that needs me like i need someone.
who knows.. maybe hes just ... extra busy, or forgetful? ... or maybe i scared him off by asking him to come down here and stay with me.. or suggesting that i should go up there and visit him..?

egh. im either too fucking shy or too ballsy.

well i got sent home from work today cause we were slow.. spent the rest of the evening watching tv and playing with the kids, who by the way are awesome! they were out climbing around all over me and chasing eachother around teh living room. so cute....
i was productive this morning though.. i drank a pot of coffee and then bleached the kitchen floor, and bathroom. ....ummm i guess thats all i really did.. and um.. i colored in my coloring book. i'm cool.

okay... time for bed.