grayce

god damnit.
went to a party last night. found a really funny, cute, HOT, strong, mature, focused, driven, motivated, did i mention funny?, tattooed, black hair, blue eyed (melts), guy............that lives 2 hours away.
god damnit.

good news is he likes me, respected the boundaries i set, and is hot as hell...
bad news is he lives 2 hours away. hes got a 3 year old son which honestly doesnt bother me...but hes far away.

okay.
yeah after last night my hips, legs, and body hurts like i got laid but i didnt and now all that pent up sexual tension is just adding to my anguish why cant i just be a whore like all the other girls? oh thats right.. i'm cool hehe and i dont like venereal diseases.
......yeah... im gonna go releive myself to the best of my ability and pass out for a few more hours.

work was good..Brad's room is finished so I can get my first tattoos soon.

jeff came over tonight and hung out for a while.. hes been having lady trouble. his lady is going kinda nutty on him. too clingy...um...posessive.. gives him 20 questions when we hang out like were fucking or something. tard. but shes young so what can you expect?
i was bugging jeff about what the worst part about dating me was and he said that i dont pay attention when the tv is on. to his credit that is totally true.
i could think of other things that i thought were bad about our relationship or at least bad about how i handled things but they wernt big things.
ill have to make a list of good vs bad things about me and how i do things so i can work on the bad things. self improvement you know.. it never hurts.

uhh its late again.. im going back to bed.