grayce

have i mentioned i hate when i write i fucking cool journal and it gets lost? I FUCKING HATE THAT!

....................................hmm... well then.

coffee.
ordered my text books for school... looked at my tuition bill. its just shy of 4000 which realistically takes up most of my government loan monies which sucks cause now i have to take out more personal loans to finish the year out. i'm guessing that after i'm done with this year, and cause of my car, i'll be around 25000 in debut. i hope its less than that.

um... its cleaning day. i like cleaning. i think im going to bleach the kitchen floor and the bathroom floor. maybe.... if i get around to it.
its either clean all morning or clean fast and go to the art museum. ill go sometime soon because theres Monet paintings being shown. Some guy that likes me told me that.. he comes into my shop all the time cept he pronounced monet wrong... he said "M-on-it" like the words on it skooshed together with an m infront. what a tard. hes like 29 too and just got out of jail/rehab. god i attract winners. (WHATS WRONG WITH ME!?) bahahha

anyway! we had this rockin thunderstorm this morning.. it woke my cats up. they hate thunderstorms but i love them.

okay time to clean!

ps i'm in love with the singer of the killers. its love by lyrics.!!!!

Coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss
It was only a kiss

Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking the drag

Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his chest now

He takes off her dress now
Let me go
And I just can't look
It's killing me
And taking control

Jealousy
Turning saints into the sea
Turning through sick lullaby
Joking on your alibi
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
I'm Mr. Brightside

-the killers