grayce

dumb... well i tried to update my journal from my bed last night but my phone must be acting up.

sunday... boring alone day. everyone i know is out of town or fishing. i dont feel like fishing... okay i wouldnt mind fishing i mind being around the people who are also fishing. i wonder what i did with all my gear from last year... hmph. i could go by myself if i knew where it was.

we went to see Anchorman the other night. it was good...but again i didnt enjoy the company i was in.

im salty because this guy found a girl and i cant figure out why i somehow dont measure up. i keep analyzing all the crap he told me and i know he just wanted to fuck me.. but god why didnt i just see it then? why do i continue to love him when he just lies? wheres that damn off button?
hes not good enough for me and he sure as hell dosent treat anyone the way they deserve to be treated.... anyone that ive ever seen him interact with. in a relationship, i can see this guy cheating on his wife with the neighbor's hot young daughter.
hes a liar and i dont really want to talk to him or associate with him...now i just have to get the balls to tell him he cant go around just leading people on and keeping girls around as a backup plan. i need to get my dvd's and books back from him. ....
hes on SG but he never checks it... or his email for that matter... hes too busy.