feel like poop.
i asked a guy i work with if life gets better today.. the response was less than encouraging......he said he guessed it did...but didnt know when.
my face is so hot right now... im angry and a little upset.. my heart hurts..and i dont want to care anymore.
i dont do shit to hurt people ya know? i dont think anyone intentionally does. i just wish i could make people understand. i tried so fucking hard.. and all i wanted and sometimes still want is to be that person who makes someone else happy, that brightens their day, and that they can talk to...but it dosent mean that i cant need little things too. simple things..
today has sucked ass...its one of those days i just want to turn the water in my bathtub to red and lie there until i cant feel my heart beat anymore.
am i really that awful of a fucking person? shit...i try so hard to be good to people and to be understanding and forgiving. i still feel like i need something in return.
people always confuse angry with pain. including myself...i let myself get so fucking hurt that i just cover it all with anger.
why dont they teach people how to cope with emotions in grade school? there should be a life skills class instead of religion.. How to Trust 101...
i hate life.
i asked a guy i work with if life gets better today.. the response was less than encouraging......he said he guessed it did...but didnt know when.
my face is so hot right now... im angry and a little upset.. my heart hurts..and i dont want to care anymore.
i dont do shit to hurt people ya know? i dont think anyone intentionally does. i just wish i could make people understand. i tried so fucking hard.. and all i wanted and sometimes still want is to be that person who makes someone else happy, that brightens their day, and that they can talk to...but it dosent mean that i cant need little things too. simple things..
today has sucked ass...its one of those days i just want to turn the water in my bathtub to red and lie there until i cant feel my heart beat anymore.
am i really that awful of a fucking person? shit...i try so hard to be good to people and to be understanding and forgiving. i still feel like i need something in return.
people always confuse angry with pain. including myself...i let myself get so fucking hurt that i just cover it all with anger.
why dont they teach people how to cope with emotions in grade school? there should be a life skills class instead of religion.. How to Trust 101...
i hate life.
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when i get like that i just work on my ulcer. it's coming along quite nicely.
I think you may have something there with the Mental Health 101... Although children (especially teen agers) are usually too hyped-up on their emotions to have a non-bias perspective on their own mental health