grayce

::yawn, stretch:: Gooodddd morning kids!
its amazing what nitequil and about 12 hours will do for a sick kid =) i'm still blowing my nose about once every 10 minutes or so but i dont feel like poop today I slept from 9:30 last night until around 9 this morning. Ive been up for the past hour doing homework, eating breakfast, cleaning cat poo, thinking about taking a shower.....i'm productive in the morning if you cant tell hehe

So this part in my ethics book that talks about promise keeping.....yeah thats i think part of the issue on why i get a lil nutty sometimes. It talks about how promise keeping is the foundation to people being able to build relationships and how its the only way people can be bound over time. Well shit, if people keep breaking promises to me no flippin wonder i'm beyond skeptical as far as what they say right?
i know i have the power to control how i react to people like this but i think its only natural for me to be upset. the good part is i know that i can rely on myself because i know my will is strong enough to make my future solid. i guess this whole promise breaking thing is where my pessimistic attitude comes in =) ive been saying for a while that i'm the only one i can really rely on in the long run...which seems to be true right now. with the exception of my mom... she's very good about doing what she says she is going to do
well... isnt that a little ephiphany?

::goes back to drinking coffee and writing papers::