grayce

someone help me understand something.
when someone tells you that you hurt them wouldnt you try to understand why? maybe talk to them? or when you felt like taking to them again after theyve ignored you for a good month.. and youve done the same to them.. would you just try to pretend like everything is normal?
why cant he just say i'm sorry? why cant he just admit he was wrong?
why am i always left off in my misery?
why am i always singing this song?

i try to change the way i think about things.. ive tried to make him undersatnd. ive sat him down numerous times and explained everything but its ovbious that my hopes just seem like demands..

its obvious he dosent care or maybe he would change.. or maybe my hopes just seem like demands.

i just asked for this one simple thing.. to be valued and respected like i cared for him but time always takes everything away from me.. and its ovbious that my hopes just seem like demands.

time will heal everything....its clear that my hopes were nothing but dreams.

::vomits profusely then crawls into bed::