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update.. update....

i sold my other car =) thank god that means i have extra cash flow coming in. now i wont worry so much.

hadda write two papers today for french. le ick. now i have to begin working on a french project which is due thursday. right after that i have to begin work on my OSHA project for school/work, then another OSHA...
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micah:
P.S. I'm in Louisville and you're not. Why? frown
pyrate:
You haven't seen the third one yet,...tisk tisk ARRR!!!
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egh! ...sleepy.. exhausted... working on taking care of me =)
feel much better today...

i cant let myself get so flippin exhausted or i just wig out. i should have a check list of things to make me not stress out like... ohh.. i dunno... eating? i get too busy and forget. then i get tired.. and hungry.. then something stupid makes me sad.. then...
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fragile21:
I'm sleepy and SO fucking exhausted too. I've had about 9 hours of sleep in the last 4 days. I think it's driving me crazy. lol.

I forget to eat too. I'll go all day and then BAM! I feel mega tired and I realize I haven't eaten anything all damn day. Maybe I just need an IV to give me my nutrients through out the day. What do you think? wink
punknitemike:
hey, good meeting you finally, yr way cuter in person. sorry i didnt talk much, but i was super tired & i'm just shy! i only got 2 1/2 hours of sleep that nite, had to be at work @ 6am on thursday, but i still made it & did a 10 hour shift, it was a rough day though!

are you busy on sunday nite 4th of july? i'll be out in cincy to see joan jett & the blackhearts & the fireworks, trying to gather some SG peeps to hang with. its all free too, its out @ sawyer point i believe, interested?
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feel like poop.
i asked a guy i work with if life gets better today.. the response was less than encouraging......he said he guessed it did...but didnt know when.
my face is so hot right now... im angry and a little upset.. my heart hurts..and i dont want to care anymore.

i dont do shit to hurt people ya know? i dont think anyone intentionally...
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cc_baxter:
frown

when i get like that i just work on my ulcer. it's coming along quite nicely.

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micah:
I like what Pyrate said. Listen to him smile

I think you may have something there with the Mental Health 101... Although children (especially teen agers) are usually too hyped-up on their emotions to have a non-bias perspective on their own mental health shocked
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i think im in love... oh lord.. the SGB show tonight was wonderful!! i am covered in glitter and i think i have an idea of what i would look like with my navel pierced becasue of it lol
damn the ladies are all so beautiful and soooo hot. love i was so jealous of Poison.. girl i love you but damn i wanted to be...
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tattooedyourmom:
You better have some hot ass dreams about me tonight.
pyrate:
I am so glad you came, I have missed you. You had a good time, and that makes me happy. I still think you should have asked Stormy for a kiss ARRR!!!
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grizz3rd:
Great car smile
You deseved a day like today. I hope the rest of the year is as great as today was. I haven't stopped by lately so I am glad things are good wink
cc_baxter:
it's nice when you can spoil yourself rotten. i've been doing a bit too much of that lately and must save money now. poop.

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doodie doo...dunno how i did on that exam yet. we'll see. i took forever.. but i think i did okay.

get my car tomorrow or thursday now.. the guy putting in my alarm etc is taking forever.. he has no staff though.

ate dinner with my mom last night. that was fun. then we went to the gym and i lifted a lil bit. i...
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paradogmatic:
Honesty is a huge thing .. I never quite got it for a long time, but its so relieving to just be open and honest with people.. took a few stumbles to figure it out, and its still scary as hell at times when you don't think your opinion will go over well -- but its much better in the end..

Too bad more people don't realize that.
lucky1336929:
sorry, i stopped reading after andes mints.


mmmmmmmmmmmmm..............mintalicious..........uuuuughghghghhhgghhg
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punknitemike:
wow, the rumors are true, you are VERY cute & adorable! good luck with yr test!!!
lucky1336929:
heeheehee.....you're canadian. tongue

are you aboot to go ootside, you hoser?
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lucero.. go get the cds people.
.. going to watch a movie. wishing i was not here.....or wishing i was not alone.

i hate liars.

head on my chest i held you so tight dont care what they have to say..
feet were too drunk to keep step in time
we held fast and we made it though fine
hell ya smiled a lot....
the...
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pyrate:
What kind of misic are they? ARRR!!!
punknitemike:
are u going to the southgate house SGB show on wednesday? i'd love to finally get to meet you!
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oh jesus...i just got my sg book. if you havnt gotten one yet..just go order now.
thank you ladies.. =)

on a work note... we fuckin rocked today! 1300 with one piercer. yay us..

um.. i love the doggies.. and i want one..

my friends still blow ass.. but theres nothing new there right?

did i mention the sg book is wonderful? yeah go get...
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micah:
Being the anal mother-fucker I am, I want to see one of you're guy's books before I purchase one biggrin

You need new friends. We're going to miss you at the SGB shows frown Come hang out witrh us soon, m'kay? smile
micah:
Ok! Ok! I ordered one.

.....geeze... twist my arm wink

Yawf and I can always find something fun to do in this city. If you ever have a free Saturday or Friday night, give me a call or shoot me an e-mail and I'll let you know what's going on smile
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had a strange dream last night..
i was with my cousin and we were driving down an old road. it gradually dropped out from underneath us.. and we landed in this creek on a ledge. when we thumped down on the ledge there were around 6 or so huge fish that came darting out from beneath the ledge and hundreads of smaller ones. i dont...
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micah:
....And don't forget Nala. *sigh*...I miss her frown
cc_baxter:
i would analyze that but it seems way to easy so instead i will relate to you a recurring dream of mine that is only vaguely related because if you haven't noticed it is all about me. i say this without pride or shame because it is a simple and undeniable fact. the only real proof we have of the universe is what we percieve through our senses. as reality only exists when i am conscious to percieve it, it naturally follows that it only exists as i imagine it. but i digress, here without any philosophical proofs is my dream.

the fish in my aquariums all start to swim to the surfaces of their respective aquariums and then swim out. not swim in the watery sense, but swim in the flying sense. they swim about the house and buzz circles about me investigating the parts of the house that have denied them. for some reason this doesn't strike me as odd and i go about my business puttering about the house doing whatever it is a do amidst a swarm of curious little fishes.

now if your bored you can analyze that, but again it might be just a bit too simple. i personally have chosen to ignore any deeper meaning and just appreciate for its sheer entertainment value. that is when i'm sleeping, as it is a reoccuring dream.

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ja'i tre fatigue et detester la francias.

french blows...catching up sucks. i dont remember any conjigations (SP?) and this teacher works heavily with grammer which sucks cause i dont even know what the fuck half the shit she wants is in english.

work is good... ive worked mostly every day in the beginning of the week. havnt really talked to any of my friends cause...
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cc_baxter:
silly friends need to make more with the smiley Grayce.
je ne veux pas travailler.
micah:
I always liked German better then French because the spelling is easier. Everything in German is spelled exactly as it's said. However, German grammer is fucked shocked
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so i finished Lamb. it was a good book... and although it wasnt written to change anyones perspective on religion... it has made me take a look at how i treat others. mainly on the subject of forgiveness...because i think i'm pretty staunch with that. i tend to hold things against people...and build up a list of their evils.
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lucky1336929:
it seems like the more mistakes i make in life, the easier it is for me to forgive other people for theirs. im definitely a happier person since ive quit staying mad at people when they screw me. for me, at some point i began to realize that staying mad was pointless and a waste of energy. im a better person now, i think.
fragile21:
I think when you forgive someone that you are basically sacrificing yourself. You have to let yourself open again to the possibility that you'll get hurt by those same people. Now, I don't know how to teach anyone to forgive because I have a hard time doing that myself. I usually go through a phaze where I'll be really pissed off and hurt to where I become indifferent. This does depend on what was done to me. If it's something small then I can usually let it go, but if I feel like I'm being treated like shit then that's a whole other thing. I think your point at the end is very true. That's probably the best way to go about forgiveness.